Lately, the notion of the next chapter in my life has lingered, persistent and thought-provoking. As I approach 44 (a fact I had to calculate), I find myself questioning, if this is all there is?
Why blog? For me, it’s a journey back to self. A few weeks ago, I spent nearly an hour at the store, trying to find the perfect journal to get back into writing. Envisioning a gratitude or 5-minute journal to instill daily reflection and affirmations. I bought a leather lined journal, in fuschia no less. I had saved a ton of prompts to follow in notes on my phone. Yet despite the earnest intention, I’ve managed only a handful of pages. It turns out, the prompts I meticulously saved on my phone fell by the wayside, and the process became less about structured journaling and more about finding an authentic voice within myself.
A myriad of thoughts and ideas clamor for an escape, don’t they? Since that initial burst of inspiration, the journal has remained untouched, concealed within one of my bags, patiently biding its time for release during moments of well-deserved downtime.
Yet, the question persists: Why blog? Initially, my vision leaned towards becoming one of those YouTube reviewers, specifically focusing on product reviews, particularly geared towards travel or the preparations leading up to it. Another avenue that beckoned was the prospect of venturing into the role of a travel agent. Given my meticulous planning of personal trips, it seemed a natural path to explore. However, the quandary emerged: How do I stand out? How do I cater to the diverse desires of others when my own planning centers around my photography pursuits or seeking the best views? Could I carve a niche down that route? An attempt to plan for a friend and her partner faltered as their priorities diverged, with the partner more inclined towards business meetings than scenic views. Faced with this challenge, I found myself at a crossroads.
This leads me to revisit the app idea I conceived last year: Photography Travel. Currently, it’s a concept I’m holding close, keeping it confined to my thoughts and refraining from public disclosure.
Once again, my ADHD brain has led me astray. Lately, I’ve been acquiring gear in anticipation of my upcoming travels. I find the more I travel, the more lessons are learnt. What would provide the most convenience or value?
Stay with me as I embark on this journey and translating my visions, opinions, thoughts into words on the screen.
